I Love....

There are certain moments, and times in life, where I just smile and I say to myself "I love this moment in time!"

I love when my Grandma is napping in her room and I go and check on her, and she says "Come lay here, take a rest!" As I lay down staring at her as she sleeps, going over every line and wrinkle...I think, "If only I could go back and time and see all she has seen." I love it! Just sitting there for several minutes just going over her face, every little thing about it. Thinking about the people, the moments, she has encountered. I LOVE those moments.

I love when the homeless man from church comes up to my Dad and begins to share his dreams and passions. I love staring into his bright eyed face and seeing life beaming from someone who has hardly anything. I love seeing this man living for a cause, fighting for something greater than him. It amazes me. I love seeing this translucent beauty shine out of the very depth of his soul.... and in that moment I just stop and I wonder, "what has he seen? what is his story? what led him to where he is today?" In that moment I get a sense of truly being alive and truly being a beautiful person.

And, I love Hollywood... yes, I do. Not one bit ashamed of it either.
I love learning about actors, actresses, socialites...studying their lives.
Why take time for such silliness you ask? Because, I don't see them as these BIG, famous people who the world is obsessed with. I see them as people, like you and I, who have a HUGE world stage. I think, "wow, Jesus actually made them with a specific destiny and purpose that no one else on this planet can fulfill. He made them for this time. This hour." I cant write them off as meaningless because to the church what they do seems pointless and immoral. I want to know their stories, because they've had moments of disappointment, of hurt, of anger, bitterness...as we all have. I want to know what the deepest questions of their souls are. If they have the biggest stage in this world, I want to know their stories, I want to pray for them. I want to see their heart. Because, the heart of someone, it tells all. I want to see the one's the "church" calls dirty, impure, so lost. I want to see them as beauty, as obsessively loved by their Abba, as one's with this massive destiny just like me and everyone else, but one only they can fulfill. As truly, outrageously, beautiful people. So, in moments where I get this little glimpse of this "famous" person's heart... I love it. Because, I see beauty, I see destiny, and I have no doubt that my Abba is obsessed with each and ever one of them as He is with me. And, I have no doubt that my prayers move heaven. I have no doubt that these "famous" ones will one day know my Abba. I have no doubt that one day I am going to walk down Rodeo Drive and see massive revival, and miracles breaking out. Not by me, but by Hollywood's very inhabitants.
Why believe such an outrageous thing?
Because, my God's love is more outrageous then that dream of mine (which is essentially His dream!)
And, I believe I will see it happen.
'Cause He is Huge, and loves obsessively.
I love that He allows me to even be apart of loving them. I love that He allows me to pray for them, to get a little glimspe of the HUGE picture He gets to see of their lives.

And, that, my friends, makes me SMILE!
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I simply, LOVE IT....the moments in time that change my whole world.

Peace. Love. Joy.