Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Swarming.

Swarming feelings.
Emotions.
Inadequate?
Irreplaceable?
Forgotten?

Who will stick around for the long haul?
Who are those willing to invest, not just in the good times...
Who will stick by when it's muddy, and unpleasant?
Who will be the ones whom you can truly call friend at the end of the journey?

It hurts.
But, eh, it's life.
At least I am learning that comparison kills.
Ohh, yes it does.

Embracing the season.
Trusting.
Knowing your decisions were the right ones,
even if others don't agree or maybe understand...
or even stick around.

The truth is,
He is faithful.
The biggest lesson learned will be that of trust when I look back on these times; these seasons.

For now, I put my trust in Him.
The one who has never failed me.

Peace. Love. Joy.

2 comments:

Larry7504 said...

Hmmm, very sad sounding post. Sounds like someone let you down. A leader, which you are, faces this from time to time but the good news is there will be a core of friends who will stick with you. Better to have a few deep relationships than many mediocre ones.

Brianna Shea said...

Thanks Mr. Riggs--that is very encouraging!