Trust.

Transition: its complicated.

It always throws such a mixture of emotions your way, and leaves one left to process.
I usually am quite good at transition and knowing the season I am headed into, because I usually have a very clear understanding what God is speaking and where He is directing me. Even when the season is a difficult one, I know what God spoke and I just stand on His promises…not once have I been disappointed either. It’s funny how you can see a certain season from one perspective, but when you walk out of it, it was completely different than you imagined and think “what would I have done if I didn’t walk through that?” He always knows best. :)

I find though I am in a transition of seasons and this time I just don’t really understand what I walking into. I mean, there are certain things I do know, but for the majority I don’t feel like God has said one particular thing for this next phase. It leaves me feel a little hazy, as I have never really experienced such uncertainty. At the same time I keep being confronted by God with the concept of Him letting me choose what’s next, and Him loving whatever decision that may be. It’s almost as if He is saying, “here are the reigns Brianna…I trust you.”

It’s funny how He trusts me, yet my trust in Him is being most tested in this time. Will I trust Him enough to trust me? Haha. It’s a bit ironic actually. Can I make a decision without clear direction straight from Him? Can I believe in His trust in me? Do I really believe that He will never let me fail? That my desires are from His heart ultimately?

I have an amazing friend, her name is Heather and she is going to change this world, as we were talking about this weird transition the other day she said something so profound, of which I will most likely hold onto for the rest of my life. She said, “It’s easy to be obedient when God gives you clear direction, it takes faith to choose freely.” I am pretty sure that quote sums it all up; it couldn’t have been said any better.

So, here’s to learning to trust Him like never before. I know I will come out on the other side so pleased with His faithfulness. :)

Peace. Love. Joy.